I wrote:
“I must accept that my life is not how I wanted, and that time is going by fast and life is constantly changing.
I must accept that I cannot control the future, no matter how much I worry or try to plan ahead. I can do my best, but ultimately time will tell how things turn out. It is out of my control to make things “perfect”, or exactly how I want them. I have to stop living solely in the future and not enjoying my present at all because of it. I must accept imperfection, be grateful with what I have, and enjoy things in everyday life. I must relinquish my control, and accept that which, even with the most effort, I cannot change.”
Wow, I should right a fucking book! This is the way to go, I have done what I said I should do. It is not that I will accept things that are inferring with my life forever, but it is letting life unfold at it’s own pace, accepting the bad with the good, trying to stay positive, and enjoying whatever you have even if it’s not much. I feel better now that I did before. Letting go is easy- 1) realize the world doesn’t revolve around YOU, you live on it…2) Life changes so often that almost nothing is solid 3) Perfection is unobtainable 4) If someone truly loves you, you have more than you could want!