My parents and two of my friends have said i can move in with them if needs be. Only thing is there isn’t that much financially gained by doing so. Unfortunately in this area my house would only rent for about £400 a month. It would share for more, but it’s getting people moved in in time also.

I think though my best option though is to get another job, or two,or three work myself to the ground day and night, but keep myself healthy through dance, riding and eating well. I know a guy who does that on four hours sleep, three jobs because he has to pay for his kids. It’s amazing what people can pull off when they need too. I think that i need to think about the tax though, how much tax do you get on a second job. I know it’s alot. 44 % i thought. I know i didn’t make much money when i had two jobs. I know if i look now, i’ll be able to be ahead of the game. I should serious think about getting employment x 2jobs as a fall back manovere for sustaining the house and horse.

Yes, i’ve only fallen off a horse once, and in business i’ve fallen off my previous business. I know the pitfalls now, where i went wrong. This time. I have everything perfect , except time and money to sustain my house whilst i get my business off the ground. The actual plan and the network i have in place is flawless. It’s only my finances that are holding me back. I’m nearly down to my last 4k! I’ve not got long. It will be good to see if i can push myself. I’ve plenty of time to relax when i’m rich. For now i need to give it everything. Least then i know i tried.

I checked out your blog. Good luck with your business. I think it’s great to journal stuff openly, something to look back on. I’m always amazed at how much i’ve forgotten looking back. It’s great to capture moments in writing. this is why i’ll never give up.

The reason i write publicly also is because i lost my offline journals and the community aspect is fun also , i value other peoples oppinions and i hope that others take from my experience as i journey through my life and it helps them. I love helping others. Someday, i’ll document my life, create a healing forum and have something really valuable to myself in the future i know i will. It’s good when i see myself going through the same experience i’ve been through in the past and looking back on how i handled them and taking tips from myself on how to handle my present self and seeing the transformation in me as i grow or fail to grow in some cases.. Great fun.

Thanks for the advice. Even if i have to work two jobs if my business fails by may, i can keep the house. I can also lodge one of the rooms out, my boyfriend objects to it as he thinks it impacts our relationship which it does, but there may be no option and since he doesn’t contribute a bean financially i think this is a potential option :) cheers!