I think my lack of friends has to do with this wall, this preliminary defense system I’ve put up, because I fear being hurt. This lack of letting people in has so much to do with my unhappiness I think. I’ve haven’t got one true friend in the world and the one I thought I had left me to fulfill their own dreams, and being such a good friend I let them. Social interaction is something we all need. We are social creatures, we thrive and grow on human interactions.