I know that being stuck in that deep pit that is depression is difficult and almost impossible to see how you’ll ever get out. It is possible though. Talk to your doctor, even your general family doctor can help. They won’t laugh, they won’t judge, they will help. Here’s a few links I’ve collected on the subject. Since it could be chronic I kept them even after I felt better.

http://www.blinklist.com/SabrinaFaire/depression/

Especially check out Wing of Madness, that site was a great help to me.