People think im strong, otherwise how could I deal with what i do righ? Well I do have my ways. My stress is not unlike others I know this. No matter how ugly or painful or common i know Im not alone. Still I need to find more strenth for myself my family, who dosent want to be stronger. Somtimes I want to be strong enough just so I dont go crazy in my everyday life and sometimes I want to be strong enough just to say FUCK YOU! Those times I hold back.