you just pretty much said everything i am going through right now. Its impossible for me to accept it when i think about it i can feel the anxiety start and then come the tears and this often only happens at night. ugh i just dont know how to stop thinking about it or if i will ever accept it

I know exactly how you feel. Exactly. Yuck. It’s gotten worse as I’ve gotten older and now worry about dying almost every night. I hate it. Need to figure out how to accept it.

I feel the same apart from the fact that i no if there is no afterlife i dont find it hard to understand that i will just stop its just im so scared of dieing i think of being immortal and such stupid fantasy every min or everyday and im clinging to the unreachable dream of not dieing