...for the time being, that is. Maybe saying I’ve “done this” will motivate me to make this a permanent thing. Being drunk and high is when this is the hardest.

ETA on December 12: I wrote this on April 18 and fondly remember the days when this was true. It is no longer, but I still have maintained my weight at least. I definitely need to work on this, probably sometime after the holidays. It was so nice to not obsess over food. Not binging means I am succeeding at escaping the fat girl mentality, but after so long of dieting it’s hard to deprive yourself constantly. Just ten more pounds. You know what they say about the last ten pounds, ugh.