i hide a lot of my past, its not that i’m ashamed of my past, my past has shaped me into the person i am today. i have been anorexic because i have grown up thinking i’m fat yet although i do not like the appearance of my body and i do not feel comfortable being naked i dont let that make me feel ashamed. i have had someone close attack me. i do not trust people this also ties into the most recent event in my life. i was raped by a close friend. i reported it and the grand jury dropped the case because i “consented him to come into my room” if i could do one thing before i die i want to save a life. give someone else a chance to have a voice. let them be heard. i have never been able to come out and openly say what’s happened so i want to give someone else that chance.