ok so i’m 15. shouldnt i be happy with my body? isnt this my prime or wutever?
when i was 12 i was made fun of for being fat. i cried so much about it, and decided i would lose weight. by the time i was 13, i had starved my way into the hospital. i was 80lbs and 5’2”. i recovered in a year. now i am the same ht but i am 130lbs and i binge eat every three days at least. i hate my body. i hate waking up in the morning knowing that ppl will have to see me when i go to high school and out and about. i never let anyone take pictures of me. i started my period THIS YEAR because of the previous eating disorders damage on my body. so pretty much i have no boobs or butt, a huge body, and i want to just be NORMAL! but i have always resorted to extremes and dont know if i can ever tear down this cage i have built up around me. i want to take the first step by stop this binging!!! sniffsniff ok i have vented