It seems I¨ve gotten every thing wrong from the very start. Instead of doing like the popular kids i did like I wanted myself. And in my teens I didn’t really do anything interesting like all the others. Between 20 and 25 things got better, I had a lot of friends and had lots of fun but after 25 things have gone to a stand-still. I met a girl i love but she doesn’t want me so I stopped talking to her. It seems I’m too nice, too ordinary and not interesting enough.
Then I found out that the world is going to hell anyways so why bother? Why work every day just so I can pay my bills and then buy some shit that I don’t really need? And this crap will probably go on for years and years? At least til dec 21 2012. Maybe I just need to get laid? Or drunk. Or both.