I forgot about all the paperwork when dealing with the government. Well, at least my husband is an organized person – all of his paperwork was still all together in a big binder, so that made my life easier… I’m still not happy, but I think I know what I want out of it if they take him … since we will be married 20 years this year, I want to renew our vows with him in uniform. I fit my wedding dress again. I want a photo of him in uniform renewing our vows. Now that I’m finally starting to accept the possibility, I wonder if I will be dissappointed if he doesn’t make it…