i realize that i no longer want this. it just might not be in my best interest of my spiritual being for this to be. exes are a part of the past for a reason. we can all smile fondly on the memories and appreciate all the ways that our exes have helped us grow… but it didn’t work out for a reason (or two, or three, or many…). and i need to accept that, accept that friendship isn’t always gonna be an option, and move on.