to those that I can easily accomplish with my experience and background is my focus. This was an easy decision to make.

Where to pursue these goals is a different story.

I reached total burn out right after my brain surgery. I needed time to recover from a major health crisis and couldn’t do it because of lack of financial support from my significant other. He just wasn’t there for me and I had to provide for us even though I wasn’t well.

I became despondent and depressed. Consequently we broke up and I moved 3000 miles to get a new life. In reality I didn’t want a whole new life just some “cover” while I was getting well.

The past year here in the wilderness has been very healthy for me yet I never really commited to this move. My things are still in storage in Texas. My heart is there with my children.

The biggest drawback to my moving back to Texas is I have made new friends here that truly are friends plus I am much healthier.

Yet it is time to make a decision and stop wandering in the wilderness. God/Universe can not provide more for accomplishing my goals until I make this decision,

In the past when things got tough I chose flight as my defense…maybe that is not the answer this time. Can I keep the best of both worlds and succeed with my goals?