JunkYardSaint is trying for the Kingdom again (if I can)

Go to the dentist (read all 5 entries…)

OK - this is now a short term goal - must get relief......  — 4 months ago

I have a back molar that already had a root canal and crown if I recall correctly. Teeth are confusing to me, it’s hard for me to count them with my tongue and tell which is which let alone have to try and remember which tooth got what done and what not – but this I know for sure, the crown and part of the tooth broke off leaving a jagged edge as sharp as glass. To make it even worse, the molar stands alone, without any other teeth-buddies for support (awww, poor molar is just like me :( )and because of this has ‘shifted’ it’s position. It is positioned now like a poised dagger, and this jagged dagger is constantly stabbing my tongue when I eat or talk. My job requires I spend a LOT of time talking on the telephone, and after a long day of talking on the phone the back of my tongue feels like it’s been through a cuisine-art. Not a ‘tooth-ache’ exactly, but painful none the less and getting worse with time. Lately it’s been almost unbearable.

When this began I called the Dental Clinic and they advised me that of all my teeth this one is the most expensive to repair. It being a stand alone molar such as it is I’m not so sure it’s that important, but I think the theory was that it would be a foundation so to speak for a bridge at some point.

I am so sick of dental woes – but this is now a high priority, the pain, iritation and contant distraction from this tooth is just driving me crazy lately. In plain and simple English: it hurts! Wahhhhh…....

So let’s see if I can get this one out of the way. I pray that God helps me; I’ve proved to myself that I can accomplish goals quickly when I want to – I can’t let this overwhelm me.

Here’s to getting some relief – thanks to the support I get here I’ve been able to accomplish things that I’ve not been able to accomplish in years, so you can imagine what a mess things are; this, much like my car goal, has been a thorn in my side for some time – obviously sitting in a new car is a little easier than sitting in a Dentist’s chair but none the less I’ve got to do it – the reward will be no more constant pain I mean dang if that don’t motivate me I’ve got bigger issues.

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New Isabella is remembering my brother Scott today...

The story of the four horses...

as told by Buddha and re-told by Philip Martin in The Zen Path through Depression:

1st horse responds at the shadow of the whip.

2nd horse responds at the sound of the whip.

3rd horse responds at the feeling of the whip on his skin.

4th horse does not respond until he feels the pain of the whip in his bones and his marrow.

Martin says that most of us are, all too often, like the 4th horse. That would be me. :)

Hope you can get the problem taken care of before the pain becomes much greater. In the meantime I’ll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

(((hugs)))

JunkYardSaint is trying for the Kingdom again (if I can)

I love this

... something about this little story or metaphor or whatever it is, I’m not sure what to call it, maybe it’s a koan; I don’t know but I like it; it keeps popping into my head too.

Adar is ignoring politics for a while.

Good luck with your dentist visit.

You can do it.


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