...I was this needy!
I’m trying to get over a woman who was a friend; and I screwed it up completely by letting her know how I felt. I’m stunned at how hard it is getting over her. I shouldn’t be like this! I have a great life, make great money, am smart, athletic…blah, blah, blah.
What freaks me out the most is how I signed up for eHarmony.com and keep checking it. Why?! I shouldn’t NEED attention. I should be able to handle it. And I shouldn’t be looking for a next romance before I’m over HER.
Oh…and despite her saying “just leave me alone”, contacted her asking if she wanted back the card she made for me so she could sell it as originally planned. LAME! Why bother? What do I owe her? It’s just me being needy.
Get over it!
I think “Go out with friends”; but I’m just using them for attention, too. Grow up, man. You’re better than this. And you can’t be a good match for someone if you can’t be your own man.
