There is nothing wrong with having to take pills, I have to take them. Problem is that for me, they don’t do anything, and for the first few weeks, they give me a huge low and make me really deppressed. They effect everybody diffrently and some times the medication you are taking, isn’t the right one for you. I have had to change pills before, somtimes it just doesn’t work. But don’t feel bad about having to take them, there is nothing wrong about it, it doesn’t mean that you are crazy or insane in any way, you are a normal person, just have a bit of trouble when it comes to socializing. And its not your fault, you didn’t make your self feel this way. And if you dont’ get help for it, than it will only get worse, this is not a self healing problem. So if you have to take medication to help you, than its okay. Maybe you can ask your doctor about changing to somthing else, you might find a diffrent type helps better.