I wonder if sometimes, I procrastinate because then I have an excuse if I don’t do well. For me, I can get As on tests and assignments with the most minimal effort, but if I don’t get an A, then I can say to myself, “Well, I would have been able to if I tried.”

But that doesn’t really matter. Potential that is not used may as well not exist at all.

I think most of my goals are linked together in that my control is slipping. I mean I don’t have enough motivation or self-control or whatever to get off the computer or start working on my paper or stop biting my nails. And then I just get frustrated and upset because it just feels like I can’t do whatever it is that needs doing.
I read someone else’s entries here, someone mentioned using GoogleCalendar. I think that is a great idea and I am going to start using it too. I am a big fan of Google.