So I went jogging today for the first time in a while, and I wonder if this will happen for me. Of course, I didn’t run very far or very fast, it was my first time in a while, but I realize that every time I have my “first time out in a while” its easier than I think it will be.

I keep repeating the pattern of times of good habits followed by times of bad habits, and I wonder if someday I’ll convince myself that its really worth it to stick with the good habits.

I know its inevitably my call.