okay i now officially HATE long weekends.

i really dont know what happened to me….i just ate and ate im soo embarrassed/repulsed.

it was more than overeating it was like a full on binge.

then i felt so disgusting and tried to be sick. i know that was stupid but i felt sooo disgusting. but i couldnt get rid of it and now i feel even worse. i dont know what is making me feel worse – the fact i ate soo much or the fact i couldnt get rid of it.

so now im stuck with all this fatness and its disgusting. im scared to open my mouth in case i cant stop eatinng again. im too scared to even weigh myelf again because im scared how much weight ive put on in jst 2 days!

i really dont know what to do.