So please do not be frustrated by what you did not do but happy with what you did! I know how it feels to be overweight and I understand how annoying it is that every bad decision we take is visible while other people doing the same on other levels do not have a label for it on their body. I really think you can and should be proud of what you have done so far! You have done it by changing your lifestyle, which is huge! So maybe you are not there yet but sometimes reaching the goal is not half as important as the way to that goal… Just be the best version of yourself you can be inside and out and you will shine and hopefully be happy! At the end of the day the only thing that really matters is how you live your life and the fun you have!