I really need to focus on the things that are going to actually make life different by the end of this year. Focus on them, and forget about eating. There is nothing so scary about that, but it does tend to be one or the other.

There is a lot to be done, but I think some kind of difference is inevitable – I am just so restless about the way things are. Whether it’ll be total or not will come down to how much I commit to the various paths I can develop over the next 7 months.