monday_34

Allow myself to only be treated well by the people I choose to have friendships and relationships with. If they do not, I need to find the courage to move on without them. (read all 4 entries…)

hardest yet  — 3 months ago

i think this is the hardest goal i’ve ever listed.
i know this is something i need to do and re-evaluate my relationships and friendships with other people.
i need to really understand that something isn’t always better than nothing.
i don’t know why i value having friends, or dating someone. or at least value it enough to put up with the shit i have been putting up with.
is it really better to be lonley and be alone all the time than it is to be with who don’t treat me as they should?
i know the answer – but it’s tough to swallow on the third or fifth or whatever weekend of being alone.

May 09, 07:18AM PDT 3 cheers

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Rider_21 is going to eat sushi tonight

So true.

Don’t forget that even if it is better to be alone than to be with people who treat you bad, having friends and someone to love is still so valuable that bad ones should be put away and good ones should be sought. After all, we are social creatures- whether we look it or not.

May 26, 08:43AM PDT | Respond to this


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