I have come to the realization that it is hecka hard to have others love you if you don’t love yourself. that’s so cliche, but whatever, it’s true. I went a while without weighing myself every morning. I also started to run fifteen minutes everyday just as a keep healthy thing. All of a sudden I just was really happy all the time. I totaly love being a wonderful 156lbs. I don’t need to be a stick to be pretty. I’m pretty as it is with my curves. Without them, I would just blend in.