I don’t beleive I’ll ever be wealthy or popular, and I hope not famous, and I doubt very successful. But I’m such a scatter-brain. It would be nice to have a home - not a house, a home - where I am comfortable. And the frame of mind to enjoy it. I am thinking of a mind frame that would allow me to sit comfortably in a chair without worrying about the dishes or if I need to pee, or if I have worked hard enough to enjoy sitting in the chair, or worrying about getting out of the chair. I would like to have enough material comforts to feel, well, comfortable. I’m thinking of having my walls painted green, a source of books at my finger tips, and a bathroom with good smelling bath salts, without worrying about, oh, how will I pay for all this, and how was this perfume generated? I would like to afford a massage and a pedicure once a month (each) and live within my income. In order to do that, I’d have to be 1) not a chronic worries, 2) richer than I am now, 3) much less messy, and 4)oh, heck I don’t even know what else! Live in the moment is maybe what I’m looking for. A personable cat to jump on my lap and purr while I read some book on ancient history, and a lover I trust but don’t have to live with. Now, that is quite a lot to ask, isn’t it?