ok, my fee is paid; I’ve printed off a training plan and taped it to my kitchen door, and this time, hopefully, I wont wuss out. one half marathon coming up: september will fly in. Eeek!

currently still smoking,more, if anything, currently still unable to do the recommended 50 a day sit ups; currently can do 12 before my miuddle section starts vibrating; so need to work on that: my longest run, whichwas last week, was six k; but I’m going to do thispeople, and here’s why.

I shamefully, drunkenly flirted with this disgustingly rich guy in a casino; he bought me champagne and sponsored me four hundred puonds!!!!! I set up a just-giving account for me and my friend and put it all in, towards buying a well via water aid; and allthis would be smashing had my boyfriend, who I love sooo much, and hardly ever get to see, not been there; having driven over a hundred miles to see me, just to be forgotten in the drunken glamour of it all; Oh the shame!

Running this thing, making that well a reality: I’m pretty sure it might purge the guilt. Right now I feel coated in capatilist slease! Casinos are strange and despareate places.

Anyone who’d like to helpthe purge, and more importantly, with the well, can do so here!

http://www.justgiving.com/teamhappyville

Noone has sponsored me at all yet except the man in the shiny suit; that said four hundred pounds! mental!