Okay like so many others obviously I became depressed really bad for about a year.
Noone new because my way of hiding this was to act like the biggest most bubbly freak … which people laughed at me 4 and so vicous circle…

I never actually cut myself bad it was just pinpricks deep enough to draw blood … Marliyn Manson was my God …

I also listened to MCr and other rock bands but all the while I was still so fucking depressed until I started listening to the things Gerard had to say on youtube..

It is honestly just terrible that people accuse MCR of being auses of depression and saying that they’re making kids cut themselves..

I just wanna say I love them and that they really are saving so many kids.

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