It’s painful to feel time stop when it is supposedly still going on… and you supposedly are also. It’s horrible to feel like you are not in control of your life. It’s even worse to feel dead when you’re alive. How can anyone feel at such a standstill in their life and wonder if there truly is anything out there worth doing, especially at such a young age? There has to be something that will “resurrect” (for lack of a better word) me and make me feel like I am worth the space I take up on this planet.