heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?

See if one brand of nothing is better than another (read all 4 entries…)
The mixture of... 14 months ago

certain ingredients when the time is right can be something to behold…under the right conditions these elements are almost in a world of their own…combining in different ways whenever possible…once every day in a week…

The ingredients became almost inseparable over time…keeping in communication via text and voice cell service when apart…ingredients can have problems…but they were worked out and the combining and mixing continued…to both of their delight…

Twice they even raced to the mixing location after work in their vehicles…comparing notes via phone and actually physically racing once they spotted each other…

Elements like these when mixed repeatedly become something…and everything…

Times were good…

One of the ingredients actually belonged to another cupboard…and that cupboard became jealous and followed his property to the mixing area one night in late January…

This extra and unwelcome element became a hindrance and poison…ruining the recipe as it was made less…and less…

There were discussions about how to become free of the cupboard that was making waves…but the element was Leary of doing without the cupboards insurance plan…the material things and pets…

When a recipe that is something and everything is spoiled…it becomes nothing…

So I have traded in my suddenly everything turned to nothing at great emotional damage…to both parties…
Now I truly have nothing…but hope another element comes along to make something…and everything once again…

There is nothing on the planet better than something with another…and trying to make it everything…



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JudithKD Hello? Where did I go?

Sorry m'friend...

You knew this was a possibility, but still I’m sorry it didn’t work out better for you.

Best—

Judith

heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?

I found out...

something though…

2 things actually…when someone says “I want to spend the rest of my life with you” and “I would do anything for you”...don’t believe them absolutely…

and it is better to be in the top 2 or 3 important things in someones life as opposed to the 14th or 16th…

I did pretty good today…once another ingredient got involved…it was only a matter of time and I knew it…

Once again…you are right on the money Judith…thanks!...

JudithKD Hello? Where did I go?

You're welcome.

It’s what friends are for, yes?

Many good wishes and smiles—

Judith

heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?

I'm lucky...

to have friends like you in the cyber world…:)

heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?

I found out...

one more thing…It’s an inside joke on me which is something I will never forgive…

In one fell swoop I was passed over for Fred and Richard…

It makes no sense to you…but it does to me…

Fuck You

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heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?

I would believe them...

if someone else said them…possibly…it does not comfort me to know that someone hasn’t said anything like those words to you…

But there is unfairness in this world…

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Abby PT hurt!!!! But, I had a great dinner afterwards! :)

How

are you doing?

heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?

It takes time...

I’ll recover in weeks…or months…

I’ll even try again…

Thanks…

Simon. Wishing the internet was smart enough to send all communications to one place, instead of making me search all over 43T, Facebook, gmail…

I'm hoping for weeks,

but however long it takes, hang on it there.

I admire your… fortitude. Yeah, I think fortitude is the word I had in mind.

heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?

My latest entry...

should get some of the hard feelings out…

I have to try again…I have limited years left…

angniks had a nice birthday...thank you :)

I'm sorry, Heavee

sigh
really sorry

heaveemetal If you could make a difference in someones life...would you?

Thanks Ang...

It means a lot to me…


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