I been with my boyfriend for three years and i can’t trust him he has cheated on me 3 times that I found out. The first time I didn’t know about on the second time I caught him in his garage with friends and a girl on top of his lap sitting down. the third time was because I checked his email and seen he was talking and been going out with another girl yup call me stupid but I love him not only that I have cheated on him 4times but I’ve only kissed the guys one time. I know he loves me and I love him too but he does not know of any of the cheats that i have done. I always get jealous may b because i’m insecure he goes to school and has a friend thats a girl and i always get mad when i can hear her when I call him, when his phone rings I ask who is it who r u talking too, when he’s playing with his phone I think he i stexting girls I get bad impressions on anything he does everytime I call him the first thing I ask is where r u at? I know I need help but what do i do i think he’s further away from me know I think he’s tired Can some one help me????? I’m despreate for help