I am afraid of this goal. I challenged myself and if I don’t do it, I have to give up CHOCOLATE.

But I really need a kick in my pants. I need to take it seriously. I need to just do it. So I’m laying it on the line.

Commit, or lose chocolate.

I am open to the possibility of allowing a day off here, and there. Perhaps with a make up writing session…although, maybe not, because that there may be where the danger and back sliding lies.

I’m not crazy. I do understand that there might be days that I am not able to write, and I don’t want to “fail” at my goal because of them. Perhaps I need to do my extra writing sessions for those days BEFORE the actual day. Rather than doing it “later” which, come on, is how I got into this mess of not writing again.

Yes. I am okay with the writing before the missing day. Or writing after midnight on that day. If I have to work one night, I can come home and pound out some words, even if it is past midnight will count because I haven’t gone to sleep. So that basically means I have to write my words before I go to sleep that day. Before includes the day before. It’s fudging the rules a little, but they’re my rules, so I’m okay with that.