I’m in CHina and have been shopping.Or at least trying to. I feel really big and uncomfortable in my skin. I wish that I was slimmer and didn’t look at everyone wishing to be different. I really regret not having cheriched my 22 year old body. Instead I have an almost 27 year old body that just isn’t as smooth or toned as I’d like it to be. And in spite of loads of exercise I feel even bigger and less attractive than ever. I really want this to change. I don’t want to have regrets when I’m 30 years old.