...looking bad!!.. picked lots today.. and, many other days..

told an old friend about my problems today, over msn, felt like a relief, hope it can somehow do some good. Maybe I should tell more people!?

seen some boy the past two weeks, seemed at first that he was really into me, but then he mentioned something about, maybe he felt more before he “scored”, (didn’t use those words, but you get the picture)
well, let’s see how it turns out, i’m not to sure it’s the love of my life, but he is a good boy:) and i’m tired of being alone. Though I feel like these fucking picking problems are creating so many problems for me, and makes it hard to be positive and go into relations with others, well, guess it’s been going okay, let’s see.

About my studies, isn’t doing nearly enough about that!!! Have to get in the game

and i’m moving, to live on my own. thinking it will be nice, though fearing it will be somewhat lonely. And you see, there’s both pros and cons about picking and livivng alone, fear the worst and hope hope hope the best

Now, i must get out of this room today , soon. Look bad! and really don’t have a huge desire to be seen by to many people, you all know those thoughts and feelings..but well.. now i’m just talking and talking..;)

Hope to do better!