I am now calmed down, and less jaded. I guess the whole thing just kind of threw me for a loop. I thought things were going so well… we were doing stuff together and getting along better than we have in a while and then the party thing happened. I felt like a got the wind knocked out of me! But. I am over it now and I am ready to start fresh.

Now that school is out I am going to double my efforts.

My new goal within a goal for this summer is this:

I want my brother and his gf to be comfortable hanging out with me, and I will do my best (and not just say it’s my best) to befriend them both.

Here goes nothing, I have a lot of work to do but I am going to be positive.