the first time…

kinda miss it. :p

I was hoping it would jumpstart any creativity within me, but I ended up have massive headaches all this week. I always felt a tinge of jealousy when someone has an epiphany when they were high. They come up with some awesome things, I swear… Those lucky people.

It takes time for your body to get used to it or something, so it takes time till you feel the effect of it.

I remember i’ve tried this several times, maybe 6 before it started to have any effect on me. Before that i’ve only felt sleepy. And then! i smoked a little bit.. and expected the usual non-effect-tired-calm-feeling. But that time my whole perception changed.

But.. i don’t know. It was nice, and fun and everything. But after doing this on a daily basis for couple of weeks, i’ve realized it’s not really healthy (not menthaly, probably not physically either).. Something which is messing up with your mind. So it’s a good choice not trying this again. (But really: why, why everybody is doing this lately? Interesting, creative people especially? i don’t believe you need to smoke grass to be creative, right?)