Wrote him an email, deleted it. Picked up the phone, put it back down without calling him.

Not sure why he’s been on my mind so much lately. I guess as I keep making the effort to move foward…meeting the universe halfway as it were…I keep having to stop myself from looking backward.

I know what I want and I want it all. And every time I start wishing that things could be the way that they were, I remind myself of all the amazing things that have happened since, and that are waiting to happen now that my heart is open and true.

I really do feel like I’ve done everything that I can do. I’ve taken action where I could, and let go of what I need to let go of. And, I think most importantly of all, I’m so, so excited about falling in love and getting everything that I’ve ever wanted and more…