So this is getting rediculous. I am binging more then not lately. I keep gaining so much weight with it too I can’t stand it. And then I starve myself as a punishment (of a sort) for the binge and to also maybe help me lose some weight… and then I gain more, because I end up binging more when I starve because I know it’s not good for me. And then when I try to eat normal, I end up gaining more weight because I am eating even more then just my binges!! And then I get depressed and binge more meaning gaining more!! I just need to never be allowed to touch food ever… like lock up every piece of food and I’ll be good. :(

Bah humbug. advice anyone??