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My god I was sick 13 months ago

Last time this year I was 120 lbs with 16.5% body fat and I thought I was fat! My eating disorder ending up getting out of control and I lost to an emaciated 103 lbs and 4% body fat on my 15 yr old 5’9 body. (I’m lucky I didn’t have to go to hospital.. my parents didn’t even notice my eating disorder) It was disgusting, I had no boobs and my hair started falling out. So something inside me snapped and I began recovery. After two months of serious eating I’m 125 lbs. And I can fit into a 32A cup again. I know, it’s sad but during my ED I could barely fit a training bra! I’m really liking my new body. My goal is 17% body fat, to regain menstruation and to reach 135 lbs.



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lostdusk A sword has no power if it's wielder has no courage.

good luck!

Congrats!!! I am suffering from an ed right now and quitting is the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I am bulimic and have been for 8 months but before that I was annorexic. It is such a horrible disease…I wouldnt wish it upon my worst enemy. I am happy for you that you have learned to accept your body and are healthy again. I wish I could change my mind set so I can get over this deamon!!! I am trying, taking it one day at a time. Sometimes I worry though that if I recover from bulimia I will develop my old annorexic tendencies…sometimes it feels like a never ending cycle!!! Wish me luck! you are inspiration!


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