Flappyy is going to do gardening apparently
I don’t know if this is really a point I should have. I mean, I do dislike myself. I would say I hate myself sometimes, but I think it’s more things that I do and stupid habits I have. I can’t imagine what it’d be like to love myself and don’t think I’d ever want to be stuck up and over-confident. I’d just help to be a little less critical of myself and stop beating myself up for little mistakes.
schadow is trying to accept herself in all her perfection.
Hi, I think I know what you mean. I am 18 and I don’t know why but I really hate myself! First the docters told me I have an eating disorder… later I heard it isn’t a classical eating disorder but just a big depression, with a problem to eat. There are so many words I just want to say… SCREAM! ...I have the feeling that NO ONE can onderstand me or even tries to understand me, so I am used to feel lonely and ugly. I want to tell other people so many things and just speak about my problem but its like the words just stuck into my throat, what makes me feel like I choke on the painful words… It’s like my heart is crying from the inside and my tired body is screaming.
I can remember myself yust 1 year ago: I was a verry beautiful and happy girl, I felt smart and was verry proud about myself… but I don’t know why I can’t be like that anymore… I don’t know why I lost all my PROUD and BEAUTY…
Flappyy is going to do gardening apparently
I know exactly how you feel. If you ever want to talk, I’ll be here for you though.
Might be a little distant atm as only checking in on emails every now and again as travelling in Aus, but I’ll do my best :)
