one day right after spring break, i just got up and started cleaning and then i went for a walk, and ever since then, i’m hardly ever ont he computer, or just sitting down doing nothing, you know? it’s great. i guess it’s all mentality, though, which is why it says ‘not willing to help’. it’s all what you want and what you need for yourself, and i can’t help with that.

good luck, though!
:)