i truly honestly with all my heart want to become a musician. i dont care what i do but i want it to involve music.
adulthood is looming closer than ever and i have to make decisions. i don’t want to have to wake up everyday dreading the familiar trip to the same desk running the similar routines of the day before.
i want to do something i love. i’ve already vetoed professional snowboarding, because i doubt that it’s even considered a profession.
i want to become a musician.

ok so i am already a musician by definition but i want to get paid for doing it.