I want to stop daydreaming about what might happen. i want to take control over my destiny rather than letting it control me. i want to start to do the things i talk about. i feel like all i do is talk about what i am going to do and plan and plan and plan them. but when it comes time to sitting down and getting them down, i flake out and starting to plan something else. i want to stop this horrid cycle and become somebody i can be proud of.