the strength in me whenever things are thrown my way. I deal with a lot of personal issues (as do many other people, I know, but our own unique personality traits combinations lead us to react differently). I am currently in a bad state of mind and fighting it. I am trying so hard to fight it and to just stay strong no matter what.

The more “shit” happens, the more I see myself learning to not fall apart or fly apart or crumble or whatever – instead, I just have to stand up straight, accept it, and keep working hard. That’s all there is to it.