or circling the mountain, how the path keeps going around, but at different altitudes/levels. Yes, I’m better, at least yesterday and today, dare I feel hopeful?! Getting out and doing things is really the best. I”m now jotting down all things big and small that light me up! Hiking and being in the mountains is a big one, and not sure how soon I can get there, but I think of you roaming around out there in that gorgeous country!
I think I’ve at least shifted into a different gear. Talking to my ex really gave me a reality check also, that I can’t wait around for him to be kind and understanding, he’s full of hate and anger, and that’s his problem. Forgiveness will set him free, but right now that’s not what he is interested in, and it’s his own path, I’m just starting to see that and realize in the end he will be alright, it just may take him awhile (ie decades!!!) I have to move from emotions to action and start taking care of my own business. Doing and being are mending me day by day. As I heal, the light shines brighter, and more easily I feel grateful for my life. I’m so thankful for the layers and the good days to reflect and make sense of it all, and for good friends here in the city and my 43things friends as well. Good night!