I’ve been in hard days, besides some good news. My biggest problem at this moment is about college, and it’s a problem I can’t fix imediatly. I’ve been there for so long, I should be gratuated some time ago, but I still there, seeing my old friends get good jobs, moving out, and have to make new friends between classmates that make jokes about “people like me”...
The last semesters was great, I was felling I was in a good way. But this one has been a disaster. All classes are horrible and I’m not getting good grade in any of them. I hope at least I can pass for the only one that can make me stay there for one more semester. Just it!
It was offered to me a better job, the job of my dreams. Now I can found out if it is really as in my dreams. But I can only see the bad side: how my time will be precious next semester. I’m so afraid I can’t be organized and don’t maintain this two important things to me.
I have friends and my boyfriend supporting me, but I can’t hear my parents annoying me about it anymore. I know they are right in their discussion, but anytime they didn’t try to see how it has been hard to me too. It’s like I chose it or I’m irresponsable and it’s far to be true.
The days to the final exams is arriving and I can’t wait for it. It’s too much pression and sometimes I think I can’t hardle with it. I hope in vacations I can rest about these issues, enjoy more my weekends and get adapted in the new job. Probably it will make me get some new energy to the new classes…