heaveemetal You've got dreams inside They cut I know Cut so deep but you never sho
out of control…
I haven’t been able to think straight at times…
Sat down and talked with 2 of my friends…they calmed me down by mentioning all the negatives as compared to the few positives…
Thank God for friends…I was making stupid mistakes at work…things I NEVER do…
pioneerspirit is re-discovering 43
I’m glad your friends were able to help, and that your blessed with good friends!
heaveemetal You've got dreams inside They cut I know Cut so deep but you never sho
that they can see things with clarity and take the time to talk when needed…
And I am grateful they have always been there to listen and not judge me or my actions…
Thank you Pioneerspirit…
ScorpioNerve is bound for the ocean this summer! and hoping her son will be OK
I’m with you, honestly. One minute at a time. I’m putting you on my “meet” list- contact me with my mail if you like. I have issues too – I’ll be there for you.
Meanwhile, whatever happens, do not beat yourself up. And, one thing to try, as hard as it may be to do (and believe me, I know it’s hard to do) – one thing that works to jumpstart better mood and clarity is to smile whether you feel like it or not. It activates the “happy” parts of the brain. Same with setting aside part of the day to listen to upbeat things, even if you fight doing it and can’t imagine enjoying it. Even if that’s not where your head is – especially then. Upbeat and happy music also triggers “happy” parts of the brain. Balance … it is possible, I promise. I’m working on these same things myself, trust me.
heaveemetal You've got dreams inside They cut I know Cut so deep but you never sho
I beat myself up…and get generally sour in my entire mood…
Meeting and friendship are always good…talking about our issues may help us both…
Happy music?...I’ll see what I can do…
ScorpioNerve is bound for the ocean this summer! and hoping her son will be OK
it has spots on it, too.
That used to be me. Still is, underneath, much of the time. I’ve been working on it for years. I feel better, much of the time. Not all of the time, but much. Ugh.
heaveemetal You've got dreams inside They cut I know Cut so deep but you never sho
like Dr Jekyll and Mr. Hyde when this happens…
At least it seems to me…
I’m glad it doesn’t surface too much…
But the last 18 months have been interesting on and off because of her button pushing skills…
I’ll be better now…
flowergirlresumed Expect wonderful things to happen...
heart and mind are both calmer now. It can be so difficult when we feel like this, it is just so hard to think straight. So I’m sending you good vibes and wishes from way over here in the UK, take good care…
heaveemetal You've got dreams inside They cut I know Cut so deep but you never sho
until my glasses broke…driving and delivery is unpleasant when one can’t see…
I think those days I wrote about, Wednesday and Thursday, were the worst I’ve had in years…
{{{HUGS}}}
Abby is ready for Christmas
But if you need a friendly ear . . . you have my phone number (if you don’t have it anymore, I can send it to you) and I am home most of the time.
heaveemetal You've got dreams inside They cut I know Cut so deep but you never sho
anymore…but it would be good to have again…:)
InkGirl is happy
I think dealing with ones issues is a goal everyone should have but dont. I dont even know you and im proud of you for the fact that you have come to terms witht he fact that NO ONE is perfect and that we all have shit to deal with. Keep truckin’!
heaveemetal You've got dreams inside They cut I know Cut so deep but you never sho
I am quite aware of my imperfections…especially the ones that cause hurt to others…For they are the worst things to have…
InkGirl is happy
Yes, I have noticed a lot lately that the things I do hurt the people I love. I’ve had to learn that i’m NOT an island.
heaveemetal You've got dreams inside They cut I know Cut so deep but you never sho
step is noticing such things…self awareness is good…I had no clue of such things until I was in my mid 40’s…Until then it was all me, me, me and then myself...
There is much more to satisfaction than those factors…
InkGirl is happy
I’ve realized it but sometimes I just do things anyways, knowing that I shouldnt. So I dont know if it’s worse being ignorant or maliscious(sp?). I guess the latter. It’s funny because I hate when people are selfish but I see myself doing these things and dont stop. Im just hoping that I have a headstart on people and im not as behind in life as I feel.
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