B: oatmeal, mean green
L: Subway garden burger sandwich
S: veggie salads, 5 sun chips, 2 pieces of cheese
D: necterine

I think it’s very weird how I look at pictures of myself and see how fat I was and just 50 days ago I couldn’t see it. My mind has truly been playing tricks on me and now that I’m able to see things as they really are (I am not thin) I find it hard to be patient about losing this weight.

Bought a bathing suit top today (already have lots of cute black bottoms) and tried it on. I look okay. Once I get to my goal weight I should look decent in my bathing suit. That’s pretty good, seeing as how I’ll be 5o in a couple of years.

My knee has been bugging me and it’s been difficult to keep up a decent walking pace. I hope it’s only temporary, as I love to walk every day.

Discovered a tasty and healthy “fast food” as I was out and about with the kids today. The garden burger on whole wheat and no mayo. Lots of fresh veggies and quite healthy.

By the way everone, thanks for the “cheers” and comments throughout these 49 days. This site is great for me and just knowing that I’m going to post everything I eat really helps to keep me on track.

I try to post my challenges and successes of each day in hopes of learning what works and what I need to work on.
There are some things over which we have no control and we must simply accept, such as my messed up knee. I wish I’d never had that knee surgery, but I did. So now I have to deal with it.

Well I hope the needle on the scale budges a little closer to 130 tomorrow and hopefully I can get a good workout in.