my old bf from high school called me the other day. we have known each other for years…talk occassionally but haven’t hung out in awhile. i wonder if something will happen between us. the best relationships always start out as friendships, and we’re pretty good friends. we’ve hung out twice since he called me up, and i had a good time both nights. i think he likes me a lot, but i’m not sure if he’s the one for me. he’s such a good friend that it’s hard to think of him as something more. I know i’ve hurt him in the past, so i don’t want to do that to him again. he’s changed for the better…still likes to party, but has a good job and is really sweet. he seems to care about me a lot. it’s almost shocking how nice he is (shocking i guess becuz, unfortunately, i’m so used to jerks—particularly one jerk). hmmm. i think i just need to let it happen. no forcing things. no predictions. no trying to convince myself to like him. just let it be and see how it goes. one day i’ll meet “the one”...maybe it’s him…and maybe not.