milkbox is happy! sees the sun rising

Practice the Four Agreements: Be impeccable with my word/ Don't take anything personally/ Don't make assumptions/ Always do my best (read all 5 entries…)

::sigh::  — 1 month ago

I really am struggling with this these days. Seriously? It’s crappy when I try so hard to be impeccable with my word and these people come along who say one thing and go ahead and do something else or the exact opposite of what they say. It’s not even funny. I know I shouldn’t be taking it personally, and that in spite of it all, I should still continue doing my best, but there are days when I’m utterly, utterly disappointed, there are no words for it.

It makes me sad.

Jun 24, 07:45PM PDT 3 cheers

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Beginning to recognize

So you’re beginning to recognize when others aren’t impeccable with their word and it bothers you because. . .why? Because you see how much you’ve changed? Because you see that it’s not necessary? Because it doesn’t resonate with you anymore?

Understand why you keep seeing this in your life and then you won’t see it anymore.

Just a thought.

Jun 28, 09:20AM PDT | Thread | Respond to this 1 cheer

milkbox is happy! sees the sun rising

It bothers me because these are people that I care about and now that I have seen how much I’ve changed (and see how much they’re still the same and won’t probably change at all), more and more it’s apparent that one of these days, and it’s more sooner than later, I will have to let them go.

On the up side, it’s going to mean that I’ll be out of that dynamic and that I’ll be ridding my life of negative vibes. On the down side, I know it’s going to hurt and that it’ll take a wee bit more getting over than I’d know what to do with.

Jun 28, 09:40AM PDT | Respond to this


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