Distrust is an ugly thing that makes us withdraw from ourselves.

I was making so much progress, then fell away from it.

Recently, I’ve realized that wrong or right, my subconscious didn’t want to know, which.. is a silly reason to disconnect from intuition because.. what’s meant to be will happen regardless.

Fear cripples evolution, becomes a cage..
I need to be brave.

I think starting this journal, something real, a weight I can feel in my hands, pages of thoughts, experiences, magazine clippings, and quotes I can take with me will be something beautiful someday.