I love you dear. I always will, and the baby growing inside of me was meant to be. Dont ever say you wish i still loved you because i never stopped. I went crazy for a couple of weeks, and thought i could live without you, but if you look back on my goals, one was quit drugs. i failed that one and you when i left. I will never leave again. i can promise you that much. and btw, you should stay on here with me. we communicate better online then in person. Ive noticed lol. Much love darlin!!